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So my mom is basically crazy and I don’t know how to put up with her.

First off, she is a workaholic who never takes a day off, works 9 and a half hour days, 5 days a week… her work is an hour drive from our house… She is like a robot when it comes to work. Currently she works for Raytheon Missile Systems as an electrical engineer. She is a genius at math and computers but she seems to not have any common sense. She craves constant stress and more work. She never sleeps and is always complaining about how she is tired. So I tell her to take a day off to rest but she won’t. It hurts my feelings that she seems to care about work more than her family. I haven’t had a home cooked meal in about four months because she just throws cash at my sister and I and tells us to go pick something up. She was abused as a child by most of her family members in terrible ways, but that’s not an excuse to be so detached and unloving towards your own family thirty years later. I have sympathy for her and I try to treat her with as much respect and care as I can, but she’s so insane that it’s impossible to not get frustrated with her.

She is completely emotionless and boring. I’ve never heard her sing or actually see her have fun. Everything about her is very fake and appearance oriented. She buys a beautiful 350,000 dollar house so she looks rich but the inside is ugly/not decorated and we have no furniture. She dresses like a bum yet she has so much money to dress better but thinks clothes are stupid. So many people tell me that she dresses like a twelve year old because her shirts always show her stomach and back. I’ve never seen her look classy or go to work actually looking like she has a decent job. She never gets her hair/nails done. EVER. She recently started pretending to laugh because I told her it’s scary how she never cracks a smile or laughs at all. When I bring a friend over she smiles so huge and just looks at them and says “Oh, hi, you’re here.”… She points out the complete obvious in every situation. All of my friends say she acts really weird towards them and seems fake as hell. She is always in a shitty mood. The only emotion she ever radiates is anger, constant frustration. When she opens a door she slams it wide open, she constantly yells at my step dad for not doing something the “smart” way, in other words not doing it the way she would have.

She is also paranoid and thinks everyone wants what she has. She won’t buy a garage door opener because she thinks someone will figure out how to open it and steal our cars, yet instead we have five vehicles parked in our driveway and on the street. My step dad is not allowed to pay anything through mail because people are going to break into the post office and steal everyone’s mail. She calls him stupid all of the time, and treats him like her doormat.

People think I have a perfect life because my mom makes money but they don’t realize that she’s insane. She thinks she is smarter and better than everyone. She has no friends. She constantly talks like a baby at home (like a six year old) on purpose, sort of like how Michael Jackson talks.

Basically, she drives me CRAAAAAAAAAAZY. I am the exact opposite. I have loads of friends, I love the entertainment industry, acting, modeling, stand-up, etc. I love to laugh and have a great time. She really kills my spirits constantly and makes me feel terrible every single day. It’s really hard for me to be nice to her but I have to respect her because she’s my mom. I’ve already told her she needs counseling because she’s so weird but she thinks she’s perfect and claims that psychologists are idiots and she doesn’t need them. I just need tips to help me control my anger around her and how to help change her. I try to be as nice as I can, but when she pulls weird shit all of the time it’s hard to take her seriously.

I know this is VERY long but thank you for reading all of that if you did.

ok so i am preety sure there are ghosts in my house there are some of my exeriences (the questions will b at the bottom)

a couple of nights ago me my mum, my mums friend and her daughter were sitting a the table talking about stuff. and then i felt that a spirit had come into the room(some times i get that feeling so i just ignored it). mum and her friend started talking about thier friend who had passed away recentaly and then i felt some one start rubbing my left leg. i look under under the table to see if it was my lil’ sis but there was no one under the table.so i just pretended it didnt happen (blaming it on my imagination) less then a miniute later i felt some one rubbing my leg again and i look under the table again but there was nothing so by that time i knew it was the spirit. then it started again but it didnt stop even when i crossed my legs sting on the chair. it went on 4 about ten minutes then i got up walt into the kitchen and walked back and sat down and it started again. by this time i was shaking. and then suddnley i had an idea i asked mum and her friend if thier dead friend ever like rubbing peoples legs or getting hers rubbed and then looked at my funny and said she loved getting her legs rubbeb expecualy her left cause it sometimes got sore and as soon as i asked that i stopped!

once i turned the lights off ready to go to bed ilaydown in bed closed my eyes for a few seconds and the i just knew that there was sumthing in the coner off my room so i opend my eyes and sure enough standing in the coner of my room was a black figure. i stared at it for 10 seconds to see if it was just my imagination but it didnt go away. by this time i was freecking out. so i closed my eyes.reached for my phone on my bedside table and open it and shone the light in the coner and i it was gone

a nother night i woke up and got up to get a drink (it was about 1:30 at night) and it was pretty much pitch black and i got this really weird feeling that there was something in the hallway connected to the kitchen so i slowly open the fridge door and the light from it passed over a kid in the hallway it was only there for i split Second but i looked like a boy about 9 or 10 years old. i only got a quick look at the face. it wasn’t like a white floating figure it look like a normal human just very pale

hear are some other things that happen to me

i hear footsteps walking towards my bedroom at night when every1 is asleep. i hear chairs moving when i am the only one home. my dog barks at nothing (that i can see or any one else). i here heavy breathing outside my bed room. i always see shadows moving out the corner of my eyes. i sit in chairs that a warm but nobody sat in them for hours. radios turn on for no reason. i get cold in sum parts of the minutes or a few minutese and them i get warm again. i get the feeling someones watching me.once

i walked into my bed room and it was dark and i saw a black figure standing up against the back wall but as soon as i turned to the light on it was gone.

and another time in the middle of the night and got up to go to the toilet and i saw a white figure standing in the hall but as soon as i look at it disappeared.

11:33 a nother night i was sitting a a computer desk in a dark room (well there is a little light from the computer) and out the Corner of my eye i saw i white figure walk in the room and i turned towards the door and there was nothing there and whilst i was still watching watching the door a black fog or mist or cloud i dont how to describe it just flooted through the door it was about 1 and a half meters tall and a meter wide it stoped for a second and dissaperd

what do you think?would you u be freakin out ? plz tell me what you think

last night me my mum, my mums friend and her daughter were sitting a the table talking about stuff. and then i felt that a spirit had come into the room(some times i get that feeling so i just ignored it). mum and her friend started talking about thier friend who had passed away recentaly and then i felt some one start rubbing my left leg. i look under under the table to see if it was my lil’ sis but there was no one under the table.so i just pretended it didnt happen (blaming it on my imagination) less then a miniute later i felt some one rubbing my leg again and i look under the table again but there was nothing so by that time i knew it was the spirit. then it started again but it didnt stop even when i crossed my legs sting on the chair. it went on 4 about ten minutes then i got up walt into the kitchen and walked back and sat down and it started again. by this time i was shaking. and then suddnley i had an idea i asked mum and her friend if thier dead friend ever like rubbing peoples legs or getting hers rubbed and then looked at my funny and said she loved getting her legs rubbeb expecualy her left cause it sometimes got sore and as soon as i asked that i stopped!

once i turned the lights off ready to go to bed ilaydown in bed closed my eyes for a few seconds and the i just knew that there was sumthing in the coner off my room so i opend my eyes and sure enough standing in the coner of my room was a black figure. i stared at it for 10 seconds to see if it was just my imagination but it didnt go away. by this time i was freecking out. so i closed my eyes.reached for my phone on my bedside table and open it and shone the light in the coner and i it was gone

a couple of nights before that i woke up and got up to get a drink (it was about 1:30 at night) and it was pretty much pitch black and i got this really weird feeling that there was something in the hallway connected to the kitchen so i slowly open the fridge door and the light from it passed over a kid in the hallway it was only there for i split Second but i looked like a boy about 9 or 10 years old. i only got a quick look at the face. it wasn’t like a white floating figure it look like a normal human just very pale

hear are some other things that happen to me

i hear footsteps walking towards my bedroom at night when every1 is asleep. i hear chairs moving when i am the only one home. my dog barks at nothing (that i can see or any one else). i here heavy breathing outside my bed room. i always see shadows moving out the corner of my eyes. i sit in chairs that a warm but nobody sat in them for hours. radios turn on for no reason. i get cold in sum parts of the minutes or a few minutese and them i get warm again. i get the feeling someones watching me.once

i walked into my bed room and it was dark and i saw a black figure standing up against the back wall but as soon as i turned to the light on it was gone.

and another time in the middle of the night and got up to go to the toilet and i saw a white figure standing in the hall but as soon as i look at it disappeared.

11:33 a nother night i was sitting a a computer desk in a dark room (well there is a little light from the computer) and out the Corner of my eye i saw i white figure walk in the room and i turned towards the door and there was nothing there and whilst i was still watching watching the door a black fog or mist or cloud i dont how to describe it just flooted through the door it was about 1 and a half meters tall and a meter wide it stoped for a second and dissaperd

what is happening? what should i do? what dose this mean? why is it happening to me?plz help me! i dont know what to do

p.s. all the things have happend recentally like for 6 months and they are slowy getting worse i used to only here things but now i see them aswell

oh and i am 13

and the house isnt old and no one has died there
i know cause my mums mum and dad built this house

last night me my mum, my mums friend and her daughter were sitting a the table talking about stuff. and then i felt that a spirit had come into the room(some times i get that feeling so i just ignored it). mum and her friend started talking about thier friend who had passed away recentaly and then i felt some one start rubbing my left leg. i look under under the table to see if it was my lil’ sis but there was no one under the table.so i just pretended it didnt happen (blaming it on my imagination) less then a miniute later i felt some one rubbing my leg again and i look under the table again but there was nothing so by that time i knew it was the spirit. then it started again but it didnt stop even when i crossed my legs sting on the chair. it went on 4 about ten minutes then i got up walt into the kitchen and walked back and sat down and it started again. by this time i was shaking. and then suddnley i had an idea i asked mum and her friend if thier dead friend ever like rubbing peoples legs or getting hers rubbed and then looked at my funny and said she loved getting her legs rubbeb expecualy her left cause it sometimes got sore and as soon as i asked that i stopped!

once i turned the lights off ready to go to bed ilaydown in bed closed my eyes for a few seconds and the i just knew that there was sumthing in the coner off my room so i opend my eyes and sure enough standing in the coner of my room was a black figure. i stared at it for 10 seconds to see if it was just my imagination but it didnt go away. by this time i was freecking out. so i closed my eyes.reached for my phone on my bedside table and open it and shone the light in the coner and i it was gone

a couple of nights before that i woke up and got up to get a drink (it was about 1:30 at night) and it was pretty much pitch black and i got this really weird feeling that there was something in the hallway connected to the kitchen so i slowly open the fridge door and the light from it passed over a kid in the hallway it was only there for i split Second but i looked like a boy about 9 or 10 years old. i only got a quick look at the face. it wasn’t like a white floating figure it look like a normal human just very pale

hear are some other things that happen to me

i hear footsteps walking towards my bedroom at night when every1 is asleep. i hear chairs moving when i am the only one home. my dog barks at nothing (that i can see or any one else). i here heavy breathing outside my bed room. i always see shadows moving out the corner of my eyes. i sit in chairs that a warm but nobody sat in them for hours. radios turn on for no reason. i get cold in sum parts of the minutes or a few minutese and them i get warm again. i get the feeling someones watching me.once

i walked into my bed room and it was dark and i saw a black figure standing up against the back wall but as soon as i turned to the light on it was gone.

and another time in the middle of the night and got up to go to the toilet and i saw a white figure standing in the hall but as soon as i look at it disappeared.

11:33 a nother night i was sitting a a computer desk in a dark room (well there is a little light from the computer) and out the Corner of my eye i saw i white figure walk in the room and i turned towards the door and there was nothing there and whilst i was still watching watching the door a black fog or mist or cloud i dont how to describe it just flooted through the door it was about 1 and a half meters tall and a meter wide it stoped for a second and dissaperd

what is happening? what should i do? what dose this mean? why is it happening to me?plz help me! i dont know what to do

p.s. all the things have happend recentally like for 6 months and they are slowy getting worse i used to only here things but now i see them aswell

oh and i am 13

and the house isnt old and no one has died there
i know cause my mums mum and dad built this house